birthday

The day is almost over. Or is it over already? :P

well.

Happy Birthday APEK!!!
feels VERY strange sharing my birthday with someone else.
but well. not like we can help it :P
maybe i wont be able to have a race to blow the candles with anybody else! LOL.

Thanks everyone for the wishes. You are really really sweet :D

I can grant these awards to some :

1. The JOKER - RUDY
"Je-je-je-jebay! He-he-he-hepi bday! Hahaha. Ultah lu sama dengan apek tp untung lu ga seaneh apek. Haha. Wishing u a great year ahead. :D "

2. The KIASU - JULIAN
"JEBAY HEPI BIRTHDAY!!!" - time : 23:55
"5 mins early, kiasu. hehe"
tie with DICKY.

3. The SWEETEST - FANIE
Even I don't remember that I've been drawing butterflies since secondary school. Thanks dear!!
:D

4. The BLUNT-EST - FERI
*ngdenger gw uda ditelp aton* "Oh iya. Hepi birthday!" -.-""

5. The LONGEST LISTING - IBAM
"Wazalam mualaikum mbak..happy bday yaw..mdh2an tmbh baek,cakep,sexy,kwerenz,pinter,tinggi,mnawan,anggun..etc2 yg baek2 d..hehe..traktiran d tgg..hehe"

6. The MOST DARING - CINDY WK.
dy nyanyi bwt gw di ambang pintu 7-11 Balmoral keras2 pas gw habis bayar di kasirnya... dan abis itu menekankan ke kasirnya, "Today is her birthday!" LOL. Thanks girl! :D mskipun gw malu banget barusan. :P

7. The MOST THOUGHTFUL - MARIAN SUWONO
"Jebay happy birthday! mau telp tp pasti lo sibuk."

8. PERSONAL FAVOURITE/BEST WISH - RIZKY.
"Jebay! Selamat ulang taun ya! Sukses a lvlnya, taun dpn rayain di nus ya"

These awards are by no means any favourites whatsoever, they're just kinda outstanding, in different ways. LOL.
Thanks all for the great birthday! Any one less message from any of you would make my birthday different, really :D
SPECIAL THANKS TO HANI NADET ANDREE who took the trouble to prepare the cakes!
:D

love all of you!



JEBAY

9. The CONSISTENT - my dear
wishing me the day before, present, dinner, lunch, and more than anything : everyday with you! THANK YOU!!
:D

funny

This is what I get in the midst of studying econs. LOL. thanks hari for introducing this super geeky comics.

(c) xkcd

Ok honestly I really like what is said in the first two columns. The others are kinda - well, they are a joke, so yea. :D

well~~~ I guess. Should not waste my curious and smart self. Lol.

have you ever tried cheating your "destiny"?

I'm very tired.

Last night was warm, it was hard to sleep.

Today is so-so.

And it is very tiring.

and I try to harness all my strength
just so that it does not break

me!

I've been suffering from a few setbacks these few days. And I discovered, as I probably have said earlier, I'm not one to handle stress well. Talk about lack of experience *laughs* the times when I feel really stressed was, and is, the time when I feel like I'm on the brink of madness. So mad I started vomiting various absurd comments - well I myself did not regard them as absurd, but apparently the others did, and kinda entertained about it, so yea, talk about being productive when you're stressed.

Errr, but I'll have to admit me saying those things may not be related to my pressurized state whatsoever. Maybe I've been that way all the while (and I bet many people would say, "now that IS true!")


1. ascorbic acid. I guess I saw that in chem somewhere.
2. megahamster. this one, well, I personally think this IS amusing. During a physics lecture, I don't know why, I thought about a giant hamster robot with laser light from its eyes (imagine the destruction of the world/superhero scene) I wanted to laugh out loud but I thought that wasn't the appropriate time :P anw my megahamster, well, I guess hari would know why hamster.
3. marmalade. this one, I think, is totally fine if only feri did not make fun of it, 'marmalade disease'. LOL.


On the bright side of it, I think I'm getting used to all these slowly. I hope I'm progressing, but I guess walter can explain what happen if you compress 2-year-speed into sorta 30-day-speed.





note : I think some birds are making a nest out of the space in between my ceiling and roof...can hear them chirping and breathing away. Well. I just hope birds also sleeps at night.

life goes on

hi, long time no see.

this date, i dont know how may years back, barcode was invented (apparently). i was so excited to see the "Google" sign transformed into a barcode :P i think it's a good taste, really :)

he came here today. simply because i want to see him (and i suppose he wanted to see me too). assumption, maybe. but i think it's not worth coming if he didn't want to see me. :)

i finally bought a notebook after considering for a long, long time. hahaha. it is brick red with soft leather-pattern cover.

the first entry was, his idea : Psalm 23. One of the very few verses of the Scripture that I kinda remember. this one particularly because there is a song reciting exactly the verses, in indonesian.
somehow that is somewhat appropriate now that we're kinda having a rough time. exam is always stressful, and funnily this is exactly the time when usually some problems arise, while we need to focus on something more urgent and important.

so yea, let this be a reminder for all of us :
for those who don't believe, i know that you believe in yourself, and i hope that your confidence will provide you with strength these days. stay strong and continue to press on!
for those who believe, hold on to your faith :) no matter how hard it is, it is there :) kinda have nothing to say here. i think faith is faith because it cannot be rationalize most of the time. hahaha.

well, thank God for the friends who never fail to entertain me. Thank God for him, for my family, thank God for all the blessings.

last saturday we went to vivo - and i saw a pretty funny book, i think the title was the game of whispering. LOL. it was cute, i think, but apparently aton hari n chandra didnt share that opinion~

but really i think it was cute :P

though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I will fear no evil.