Sunday, 8 November 2009

tired.

sometimes things are just hard.
the hard truth, the hard tears.
the hard work.

will the hard things pay?






tired.tired.tired.tired.tired.

Wednesday, 4 November 2009

hamster

"In a parallel universe, we are not together anymore."

That's what he said when we were waiting for the next train to come.
And I laughed. How geeky (well, potentially tragic for the other two of us in that universe) is that.

Let me explain a bit.
I think that comment arose mostly due to Fringe's Walter, who explained to Olivia the FBI agent how deja vu works. (pretty cool explanation I would say! :D ) to put it in a nutshell, every time we choose something, in another parallel universe we actually choose the other option, and deja vu is like a moment of "peeping" into that other universe (how cool is that??)

Being cool is one thing, being random is another. BOTH make me think that that sentence is worth blogging about.



hamster felt lonely and sad and stressed.
hamster did not know that and thought life was, well, like usual.
so hamster got more frustrated and finally exploded.
hamster, who had no idea, could not take that much pressure - his patience is tried.
hamsters still love each other (^^), but some things seemed too much to take.
hamsters knew that that was not really a good time for anything bad to happen....
and hamsters did not want things to end (well at least hamster did not)
and finally
HAMSTERS SAVE THE DAY.
(thank God for video call)


not much of a fairy tale, but well
EPIC - as hamster put it.

but in a parallel universe, well, who knows what happened.



LOL.



with love,
hamster

Tuesday, 3 November 2009

a love letter for my beloved

Hi. How long has it been?

I've been pretty fine, though if you see me now, you probably would be worried looking how stressed I am, but I think you'll say I should not be worrying.

I kinda wonder if you are worrying for me, but I guess you have faith in me!



I was thinking of buying you roses, but I think it will all go to waste, so let's spare the poor roses.

I'll make you roses. Promise! :)

I hope you are well, wishing us the best wherever we are.





With lots lots lots of LOVE that I couldn't tell you when I still could.
Well I'm sure you know that I did, I do, I always will love you!



There are places I remember
All my life, though some have changed
some forever not for better
some have gone and some remained
all these places have their moments
with lovers and friends I still can recall
some are dead and some are living
in my life, I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
and these memories lose their meaning
when I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life, I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life, I love you more
In my life, I love you more
In My Life - The Beatles

Sunday, 25 October 2009

birthday

The day is almost over. Or is it over already? :P

well.


Happy Birthday APEK!!!
feels VERY strange sharing my birthday with someone else.
but well. not like we can help it :P
maybe i wont be able to have a race to blow the candles with anybody else! LOL.



Thanks everyone for the wishes. You are really really sweet :D

I can grant these awards to some :

1. The JOKER - RUDY
"Je-je-je-jebay! He-he-he-hepi bday! Hahaha. Ultah lu sama dengan apek tp untung lu ga seaneh apek. Haha. Wishing u a great year ahead. :D "

2. The KIASU - JULIAN
"JEBAY HEPI BIRTHDAY!!!" - time : 23:55
"5 mins early, kiasu. hehe"
tie with DICKY.

3. The SWEETEST - FANIE
Even I don't remember that I've been drawing butterflies since secondary school. Thanks dear!!
:D

4. The BLUNT-EST - FERI
*ngdenger gw uda ditelp aton* "Oh iya. Hepi birthday!" -.-""

5. The LONGEST LISTING - IBAM
"Wazalam mualaikum mbak..happy bday yaw..mdh2an tmbh baek,cakep,sexy,kwerenz,pinter,tinggi,mnawan,anggun..etc2 yg baek2 d..hehe..traktiran d tgg..hehe"

6. The MOST DARING - CINDY WK.
dy nyanyi bwt gw di ambang pintu 7-11 Balmoral keras2 pas gw habis bayar di kasirnya... dan abis itu menekankan ke kasirnya, "Today is her birthday!" LOL. Thanks girl! :D mskipun gw malu banget barusan. :P

7. The MOST THOUGHTFUL - MARIAN SUWONO
"Jebay happy birthday! mau telp tp pasti lo sibuk."

8. PERSONAL FAVOURITE/BEST WISH - RIZKY.
"Jebay! Selamat ulang taun ya! Sukses a lvlnya, taun dpn rayain di nus ya"

These awards are by no means any favourites whatsoever, they're just kinda outstanding, in different ways. LOL.
Thanks all for the great birthday! Any one less message from any of you would make my birthday different, really :D
SPECIAL THANKS TO HANI NADET ANDREE who took the trouble to prepare the cakes!
:D

love all of you!



JEBAY


9. The CONSISTENT - my dear
wishing me the day before, present, dinner, lunch, and more than anything : everyday with you! THANK YOU!!
:D

Saturday, 24 October 2009

funny

This is what I get in the midst of studying econs. LOL. thanks hari for introducing this super geeky comics.



(c) xkcd



Ok honestly I really like what is said in the first two columns. The others are kinda - well, they are a joke, so yea. :D

well~~~ I guess. Should not waste my curious and smart self. Lol.


have you ever tried cheating your "destiny"?

Wednesday, 21 October 2009

I'm very tired.

Last night was warm, it was hard to sleep.

Today is so-so.

And it is very tiring.





and I try to harness all my strength
just so that it does not break

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

me!

I've been suffering from a few setbacks these few days. And I discovered, as I probably have said earlier, I'm not one to handle stress well. Talk about lack of experience *laughs* the times when I feel really stressed was, and is, the time when I feel like I'm on the brink of madness. So mad I started vomiting various absurd comments - well I myself did not regard them as absurd, but apparently the others did, and kinda entertained about it, so yea, talk about being productive when you're stressed.

Errr, but I'll have to admit me saying those things may not be related to my pressurized state whatsoever. Maybe I've been that way all the while (and I bet many people would say, "now that IS true!")


1. ascorbic acid. I guess I saw that in chem somewhere.
2. megahamster. this one, well, I personally think this IS amusing. During a physics lecture, I don't know why, I thought about a giant hamster robot with laser light from its eyes (imagine the destruction of the world/superhero scene) I wanted to laugh out loud but I thought that wasn't the appropriate time :P anw my megahamster, well, I guess hari would know why hamster.
3. marmalade. this one, I think, is totally fine if only feri did not make fun of it, 'marmalade disease'. LOL.


On the bright side of it, I think I'm getting used to all these slowly. I hope I'm progressing, but I guess walter can explain what happen if you compress 2-year-speed into sorta 30-day-speed.





note : I think some birds are making a nest out of the space in between my ceiling and roof...can hear them chirping and breathing away. Well. I just hope birds also sleeps at night.